there always gonna be another mountain. im always gonna wanna make it move.

April 30, 2015

sellasa

we've been separated since senior high school
i decided to choose CMBBS, while she moved to one of fav SHS in jakarta :")
she always one step ahead, or maybe many steps ahead me
smart, beauty, easy going, brave those words could define who she is

we met in elementary school, she was my seatmate for 5 years x)
she lived on a village near mine, i remember i've visited her house for several time on past
she was the one who introduce comic to me, she was the one who make me love to read a book
she was the only girl who understand english while most of my classmate didnt
she always seems bright to me, and it continue till now

we shared a same dream as a doctor, even i've changed my dream for many times while she didnt
before snmptn announcement i already knew she applied for FKUI , when the day came, a mention was poping up on my twitter, she asked me hows my invitation? i said hamdallah and asked her back, she said hamdallah back :'' , at that moment i smiled in front of the screen.. and said "you're the only one i know that worth to get it, congratulation dear mate"

we've never spoken to each other for long-long-long time, we just have short conversation rapidly, ==and as always if a thing like this happen i always relized it because im not the one who can keep in touch with "virtual" friends, and i regret it so much, cz i've lost lot of friends x), to all my friend.. honestly i never forget you, i just the one who not suitable to communicate with gadget :( forgive-me for my bad ==

now she studied on a place where i want most X) , and she changed. she looks beauty now with veil, a syar'i veil.. she's really beauty with those cloth, and its inspired me :))
i wanna grow up kindly as her, wanna looks beauty as she is, beauty in the right way. 

as i've told you
"karena waktu lelah, saya tahu di unpad, di undip, di uns, di unsoed, di ui.. ada yang lebih lelah, ada mata yang lebih mengantuk, ada otak yang lebih bekerja, ada rindu yang membawa tangisan yang sama" "karena ketika lelah, saya membayangkan mereka tengah giat belajar, dan saya berusaha untuk tidak menyerah" "karena diantara mereka, saya tetap asteroid kecil, asteroid diantara para bintang", bukanya meragukan guru.. tapi saya hanya takut otak saya salah mencerna haha, jadi saya selalu berdoa agar di beri pengetahuan yang sama

selasa dua juli, thankyou for inspired me this morning
have a lovely friday everyone
dari serambinya kota sumatera,

hayatillah, natasya


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